Fidgetiness

This afternoon......

There was a weekly research seminar of School of Communication, International Studies and Languages. As usual, as a PhD student I have to attend it. I saw her! I know, it is not her fault at all, but I do not know why I am so hating myself as I am jealous to her. She is so beautiful with lovely skin, big eye, pointed nose, clever; perfectly as a lady! I know this is not supposed to happen, while she is one of my best friend here in this foreign country! Forgive me my friend, I am jealous to you! There must be something wrong with me! Every time I meet her, I feel like crying! I always imagine you both are together! Arggghhhh,,,, Just can not accept that fact! This is absolutely silly when I realised you are still with me and not with her! But still!!! I think I have possibly lost my mind! 

I could not accept the "what if" if it is dealing with two of you. I am sorry....

Despondent

Could not sleep though tomorrow will be Monday (Awwwww, now is already Monday!!!!) Geeeee!!!!

My mind is still running here and there (actually just running into you) sad :(

Missing you!!! (Who??!!! Still blurry at all) Second :(

Nice dream to you "baby"...... (Who?????!!!! I don't even know who!) Third :(

At the end, love is the winner!

Finally, the stone was melted! The stubborn was changing! The call was made by "a donkey" to "his" princess. Absolutely, the princess could not deny her lover. The wind of change comes on it's way. The love was the winner this afternoon! And two pairs of lips were on fire, just like inferno reaching the stage. Body to body, hands to hands, eyes to eyes, tongue to tongue, heart to heart, and love to love.

Spending my time

Without you! Something missing! Gone! Yes! You are gone! You are leaving without any "fullstop" to a sentence, so I could not distinguish one to another. All the meanings are having no meaning at all. Your departure is like a rain in a wintertime, creating colder even more to me in my long hibernation to son of Adams. Cold blooded, you are, YES, you are! I am dying inside while my "silent smile" on my lips is almost killing the whole parts of my heart! I know I am as cold as two sticks, but you know excatly the reason why I do! Love, that is the only one possible trigger of that! "Jealousy of love", do you have an answer to argue it? May not even me nor forsake you can figure it out. It will remain unsolve! I love you, so that is why I am jealous.

Magill, 7:54 PM Saturday, 3rd May 2014

To a man whom I adore with all my heart, the owner of my jealousy.

Awesome! Miss Indonesia! Miss my friends!

I wish all of you were here! I miss Newcastle. Happy Ramadan Mubarak. Ramadan Kareem.

Roh Enabah (Eng subs) | رُوُحُ إِنـآبَــة | Ramadan Nasheed

Demis Roussos, Goodbye my love goodbye

Hear the wind sings a sad old song
it knows I'm leaving you today
please don't cry oh my heart will break
when I'll go on my way

goodbye my love goodbye

goodbye
I hope that you remember me
I'll never be too far

10 Most Irritating Things Men Do During Sex

1. Get in the mood.

Cuddling does not count as initiating playtime. A man likes to feel desired too and for a change, he'd like it if his woman actually showed her interest by unbuttoning his shirt and pants. A woman should strip a man naked and strive to arouse him to the point where nature takes over. She should not wait to be asked to get it doggy-style either. A good woman will roll over and present -- she knows she loves it.

2. Lack of foreplay?

Wouldn't it be nice if women spent some time arousing their men for a change? Why is it that it's the man's job alone to arouse himself and his mate?

3. Playing dead

"Hello? Is there anybody in there? Just nod if you can hear me. Is there anyone at home? Come on... I have become comfortably numb." Doesn't this give the Pink Floyd song so much more meaning? Why do some women insist on using sex as a time to catch up on their beauty sleep? Are they participants, or just spectators taking notes on a man's performance so they can report back to their girlfriends? The next time you hear a woman complaining about a bad sexual experience ask her, "Where were you when all this happened? At least put some effort into the act to show your appreciation."

About Some1 in my life........

I lost my love and i can help but be happy for U, if U R happy without me I am happy for U. l will always love U, and I will B miss U. I dont wanna hurt anymore.. i just feel like sleeping after all........

It'll get better I wish! I feel anger and sadness, but those do not go well with each other. Just keep Ur head up and don't turn 2 the booze, they don't help I thought..

It always brings me in tears, and it makes me think of the lovely person who has past HIS way... U just an old story book for me now.. E N O U G H !

I AM NOT A DOLL!!! I AM HUMAN BEING just like U!

All About Me and My Family Background

CROSS-CULTURAL COMMUNICATION

1.Self-defined cultural and language background

I can consider myself an Indonesian as I was born and have lived in Indonesia for almost all my life. I was born in 1982, so now I am 28 years old. I am proud to be Indonesian for several reasons. The main reason that makes me proud to be an Indonesian is the fact that Indonesia has more than 300 ethnic groups spread throughout 13.667 islands. In fact, Indonesia has about 13.667 islands as a whole, but apart from that number there are only five major islands which are occupied by the majority of Indonesians. Those five islands are Java, Sulawesi, Sumatra, Kalimantan and Irian Jaya. Keep in mind that Indonesia is the largest famous archipelago country in the world.

Due to the fact that there are so many ethnic groups in Indonesia, it automatically affects the diversity of cultures, traditions, customs and even habits of Indonesian society. Various kinds of food and beverages as well as traditional clothing, houses and arts of each ethnic groups can be meet in Indonesia easily. This makes Indonesia very well known internationally as one of the very heterogeneous nation.