Hujan

3:21 a.m Adelaide time...

I can't sleep, even I tried so hard to get to close my eyes. And it is heavy raining outside. I always scare with the rain, especially the heavy raining. But it is different this time. Missing you always makes me cry. Then, my heart is started whispering "I love raining, just realised how beautiful is to be friended with raining". Then it's just like a miracle, the rain slows down a bit out there, but my tears fall like a heavy raining here😭

Even rain understood my feeling, when I said "this is the fist time I enjoy it".

This feeling, I don't know for how long it will stay there. The butterflies occur inside me one of a sudden. People say, if you can't sleep at night then someone must be dreaming of you, Coz you are awake in their dream. 

I wish... I wish it's true, and my heart is whispering again, "I hope you have a nice dream of me".

Sweet dream to the apple of my eyes, you don't know how much I miss you💔😭

Better I try to sleep, again.... But my tears will never stop💔

In the name of hoping you! The story of our life!

We cannot predict something. Sometime we are so sure that something will happen, but at the end it doesn't, vice versa. Sometime we are sure that someone loves us, but at the reality they don't. You are expecting you have money, yeah much money, in fact you are broke. You do hope someone is beside you but they leave you or even they die leaving you all alone. Prediction is complicated. Prediction is hurt. Prediction is hope. Life is just like "keep scrolling" down when you are browsing something in the Internet. Life will be so hurtful if you force something to be based on what you want and what you have expected. As life is simply "never stop doing". Life is about keep living it up whatever situation occur, broken heart or not, someone loves you or not, having money or not, being rich or not and other things. Just like many people say that life is riding a bike, if you stop pedalling, then it's just about the time for you to fall. Life is about a yes or a no. Life is about sacrificing your self for the better you, just to keep you balance as a rider of life!

Lets pedalling! 

M'a2n' Mk

Magill, South Adelaide

Autumn, April 2016

In the hope of you❤️🙏🏽

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